Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Struggling.

You know you're in a sad state of mind when you read an Article about Tony Dungy leaving the Colts and it makes you cry.

I'm wicked tired, but I have too much to do. Since I'm taking an interterm class over January (while 95% of the school is still on break), I have one class 4.5 hours Mon-Thurs.  Each class covers 1.5 weeks worth of work in a normal semester. Therefore, the homework is insane.  It took me about 8 hours last night to do work for today. 

I have to practice a lot too, and it's stressing me out. 

Good news though, since I don't really have any friends staying this month, all I have to focus on are practicing and homework... though it gets pretty lonely.

Stevo is still with his girlfriend. I feel like i'm going to vomit. I was played so easily. I deleted him from my phone. Best part? He still hasn't mentioned anything. I just figured it out.  Ugh.  

All this time alone the past month has left me in kind of a sorry shape. I love being alone when there's chaos around me, but there's something about being alone when there's no choice that gets to me. 

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

wait, tony's leaving the colts!?

Me said...

Yeah, he was going to before this season, but he decided to stay another season, now he's officially done and going back to Prison Ministries in Tampa