As of Late.

Still struggling with apathy towards important subjects that I shouldn't be apathetic about. AND for the first time I have absolutely NO interest in ANYone. I've become pretty apathetic there as well, but I think it's good.

I am changing my major again. The music program here is awful (at least in the percussion department), I've come to realize, and if I'm going to spend four years in a major that is technically "useless," I should be getting something out of it... and I won't be.--> Going to journalism

I'm addicted to working out. I feel bad about my self if I don't have that constant burn. I LOVE the burn though. It's great.

I'm spending a lot of time across the hall in Holly/Kathleen's room and I love it. For some reason, I feel like I've found a niche. I'm sad that they're only here one more year after this.

I'm starting to seriously plan for studying abroad. I REALLY WANT TO and now is the time to start planning toward that. I'm looking at either Uganda or Italy.

I'm also starting to think my time in the marching arts is coming to a close. I have a lot of time left... but I feel as though I need to focus elsewhere. Maybe continue doing corps if I find the money, but indoor percussion takes up a lot of time outside of school.

I miss my brother a lot. I'm starting to think about talking to my parents about transferring to Wheaton for my Junior/Senior years. I'm sure they have an incredible Journalism program... and I just want to be closer to him.

I also really miss my parents. Weird. I don't know. I've grown in the upmost respect for my dad a lot lately. I find myself talking about him very reverently to my friends here, and just realizing how blessed I really am. I also just realize that I call my mom almost daily to talk about nothing, and everything. We have a great relationship. I find it really cool that I don't have to hide anything from them.